I am 

Time for me to begin

Time for me to breathe in 

Time for me to end…

All the pain that’s instilled 

In from kin…

Time for people to understand

Don’t judge that’s insane 

Time for me to begin a life 

I was afraid to let in,,,

Time for me to breathe in…

The hope and courage that was 

Lost way in..time for me to end.. This 

hurt that once began… with people like 

You, the ones that time consumes 

And leaves to hurt…

That’s so cruel… people like me we aren’t what 

we choose.

I am not what they choose so this 

Time I guess… i’ll begin the destiny that

Was meant for me to use.


I am proud of myself ! anyone reading this blog, should be too. were almost at the finish line for 2021! and GOD is all i have to say! i took a long walk today to get food… recently i got in a car wreck.. but i’m still blessed though to have a job and to have two legs that work fine in order to walk to and from grocery stores… funny thing is i’m still waiting on the other driver’s insurance company… so i will be commuting to a job that’s 45 minutes away. the aftermath of a hard and challenging year.. but it’s almost over guys! im blogging today to let everyone know that when life gives you lemons, then make lemonade! Trust in your creator, that people will be put in your life when you need it the most, doors will open.. i know from life’s different experiences . Life has a way of showing you who is truly there for you.. and who is truly there for what you can do for them and or add to their own life. sometimes even in the AFTERMATH peoples positions change for the better. The journey this year has taught me…is to trust my creator, to love like it was my last day, and to realize that items such as cars, houses, expensive shoes, etc are temporal…REMEMBER, just like we can come up in life we can also go down quicker, and sometimes it’s not because were bad, just sometimes it’s to teach others around us that our struggles can give hope to life’s AFTERMATH.